SoulEclipse

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2010-05-01T12:07:00.000+08:00

It's Free Comic Book Day today... I wanna have some free comics too! I want to go out but I can't and it's only for today! ;_;

Geez. It's been a long time since I've been to any Free Comic Book Day. The last time was years ago. Long line was long but thankfully it was quite bearable. Bought some comics too. The issues weren't really the best though but I do like some of them, particularly the Sonic the Hedgehog comic.

*sigh* Looks like I'll be sitting in my house all day too.

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Apart from FCBD, I think I'd like to buy some Adventure Comics from DCU, particularly ones with Superboy in it. I guess if it will be my first collection if I start buying comics. ^^;

My friends had been into comic books again lately. It doesn't help that a lot of movies are based on comic books nowadays, especially Iron Man. Not to mention, the issues coming out from the DCU are great. I mean, Blackest Night and Brightest Day? Man, I'd love to grab some of those issues.

Sadly, I don't have enough money right now. Not to mention, there are other stuff I'd have to pay for like repairing my LCD. What's even more sad is that I don't have any means to earn money. *sigh*

Well I guess that's life.

Mexican Hot Chocolate

2010-04-20T17:25:00.002+08:00

So I made my second cup of Mexican hot chocolate today, just because I wanted to try it again. It came out pretty nicely, much better than my first since I added less cinammon now; my first cup had waaaaay too much cinnamon in it. xD It's still based on the recipes I found recently though. I wouldn't know how a real Mexican would make it. Regardless, I'm thinking of making more of this on Sunday morning, along with some homemade pancakes for the kids.

I was partially inspired by Mario, whom I caught online while waiting for his flight back home. I guess it was my idea of celebrating his safe arrival today.

Blog post

2010-03-04T12:11:00.002+08:00

It was about time I made a blog post but I got distracted by chocolate.

CHOCOLATE!!

Grateful

2010-02-25T07:46:00.002+08:00

Actually, just wanted to say that despite what happened, I am grateful my dad decided to still pick me up at the airport. Actually, me going home was his idea. Still not really looking forward to it though.

Urumi sent of mail once. It was a nice mail. I said once before that I really wasn't feeling like finishing my course. She mailed me words of encouragement to help me get through.

Shong is one person I admire the most. He seems to have the most problems especially regarding his love life but he managed to get through the years. When I got his mail about what hardships he has been through, I always get teary-eyed. Actually, even now, just thinking about it.

Same thing for Pei and Juan. I rather enjoy talking to them, especially Juan.

Eddie has been a good friend for me too. He is one of the few people I'm open to despite just meeting him for only a month.

And there's Alex. Though he seems not sure on how to cheer me up, he just does by being online almost every night.

Thanks guys.

Just ouch.

2010-02-25T07:14:00.001+08:00

Things have just been going downhill for me lately. I dont really show it much but yeah... I'm not really proud of my actions. I mean, who would be? Threatening someone with a knife? Yeah I'm pretty sure that last sentence shocked you.

I won't elaborate much. I don't really want to talk about it. Still, I feel ashamed of what just happened and what I have been doing. This is, after all, the first time I don't want to go back home, for obvious reasons. I'm not really willing to face my family, especially my mom.

I really wished I didn't let my insecurity get to of 4 years ago...

'sup?

2010-02-13T21:18:00.004+08:00

For three days, I've been busy drawing my nakama. It's the first time I've made a huge series of drawings. I must say, I'm rather proud with a lot of my works~

I've also been hooked to Sonic 2 again. *laugh* It's been a while since I played the game and, for the first time, I've finished it too, albeit with the help of save states. xD I know it's cheating but I'll try not to cheat next time. Because of save states, I also unlocked Super Sonic. Ironically, some zones are much more difficult to get by when I use him. xD Also less of a challenge (besides the Bonus stages which are always challenging).

Then there was last night. I was talking to big brother, Alex, on MSN then we just decided to check each other's webcams. At one point, I accidentally closed the window so I had to reopen it. Instead of just opening just the webcam though, I clicked on Video Call. It just so happened that I was listening to music that time and I was singing along and I had my headset and the microphone turned on. Suddenly, Alex just replied, "I can hear that." I was like wide-eyed! LMAO!

Haha! I was not expecting that. I should have known it WAS a Video CALL, but I'm glad I did that. We had fun for the rest of the night. I was a lot more talkative when I was actually talking out loud than when we were just typing. xD Drawback, I won't be able to listen to it in the archives. *laugh* 'twas fun though.

Right now, I'm just checking for Chicken Tikka Masala recipes again. Since there are so many variations, I'm just looking for the basics and the theory on how to cook it and I'll probably make up my own recipe when I get the chance.

Re: Alex

2010-02-10T22:51:00.002+08:00

Haha! Thanks guys for being concerned but it's all good now~ ^^

Alex

2010-02-09T14:33:00.003+08:00

I sometimes wonder if I offended Alex-niisan in some way. He was pretty vague in his expressions, except his immense hatred against Archie. He knew I was past it already but he's still very well blames Archie for what happened to him.

He wanted to kill him.

I just wanted to get out of the silence, I guess. I felt awkward though since I didn't want to just say *hugs* forever. I asked Juan about what he talks about with Pei, just to give me some ideas of topics to talk about.

It didn't end well. A lot of my topics went sour. I was hoping I could lift my brother's mood but, well, he managed to talk about a lot of bad things that had happened. Finally, he just snapped at me and declared his all out intent to kill Archie. I tried talking to him, but somehow, I can't help but feel that I seemed to have offended him at some point.

I was really feeling desperate to lift his spirit. In the end, I drew this for him via Windows Live Messenger.

We apologized to each other and when I need to sleep, we said our old goodnights. However, it felt like it was just a routine rather than our usual heartfelt goodnights.

It's still bugging me.

REM sleep?

2010-02-09T14:02:00.005+08:00

As soon as I woke up from my nap, I still feel damn awful tired, probably even more so. It was a one or two-hour long nap. I let my phone play music with a playlist set on shuffle. I intended it that way. Fully woke up when my phone finally finished the playlist.

And I said fully. I was also aware of the music that was playing in the background. As I consciously knew of the songs being played, I subconsciously dreamed a lot too. Rapid Eye Movement, perhaps? I forget what it was called, but I still remember some of the dreams I had.

At one point, I had birthday boy Kevin (it's his birthday today) and Dexter sitting at a bench on my way to the dorm. From Kevin's pants, Kev pulled out my cellphone and a packet of sugar I acquired from restaurants that went missing from my pockets. I told him, to hand me my phone but he could throw the packet of sugar away. He did by going to the library. I sat beside Dexter to rest a bit. Kevin came back and, just to humor me, sat on my lap. Heavy damn it! But I let him anyway. I set some music on my phone...that's when I knew my real phone was still playing in the background.

There was another time when I had a Science class. I forgot whether it was Physics, Chemistry, Biology or a combination. What I remembered was it awfully reminds me of High School Science classes. I was also with Kevin at that time. Can't remember the rest though. I do remember I was supposed to attend the class at a later time, at 4 PM to be exact. I kept checking my phone for the time.

At another point, I had a dream within a dream. I dreamt that Alex-niisan logged in. Then, I dreamt waking up and checked my laptop. Alex apparently just logged in. We talked about Archie, mostly, and like usual, he hates his guts. Alex told me Archie was just talking to him, saying Archie was practically begging him to come back to his forum. Midway in the dream, I realized it was a dream in a dream because I remembered turning off my laptop before I slept.

Oddly, I was still with Archie back then. As if I haven't left the forums, I was given new moderator powers...superhero moderator powers. I could easily roam around, vanquishing certain Ragnarok Online-inspired monsters and collecting their loot. I also had another side, like a second form that I showed to Alex as if I were in a fighting game. Yeah, it's weird for me to even describe it but I remember it.

In another dream, I was with Meme and the rest of the Symphony guild in their guild town. The guild town was significantly different. It was like Old Payon in the sense that in the middle of the town seemed to have a road where most players are. At the side of the road are grassy areas and lots of trees. Monsters, particularly MVP monsters, would sometimes spawn in those areas. I had to lure some MVPs away from the main crowd, at least until Meme and her guild decided to fight it.

The latest one had me in a van roaming around my cousin's neighborhood in Loyola Heights, except for the fact that they weren't in Katipunan anymore but was on a highway overlooking the sea. We had to pick up two people, who were presumably friends of my aunt. I don't recognize them but they sure know me and shared me some sweets. Among them was an old favorite baked good of mine, "Lakas." They also showed me a cake that was meant for their 10th or 25th anniversary. Of what, I don't know. Oh and my sister and Ate Trixie just appeared in front of me too.

We finally arrived at my place. The cake was at the round table...and I did a few vandals on it. Using my finger, I made a message on each side of the cake (it was square) and at the same time, eating parts of it (it was chocolate). The cake didn't hold out much though. It leaned a lot much like an accordion. Hell, the texture was similar to an accordion. Still chocolate though. I tried repairing the cake too.

Some time in between those dreams, I would realize I was still listening to my phone. Sometimes the song would stop and play the next song. I was wondering if the song just stopped only to realize that it would play the next song. I guess that made me woke up, since the phone finally stopped playing.

I woke up, still dazed.

A long weird dream

2010-01-31T08:52:00.002+08:00

I dreamt it was 5 in the morning. I opened up my laptop and logged in at MSN to find Cho-niisan logged in as well, despite it's nearly his bed time for him. He had a webcam open too but it was meant for someone else. However, he was happy to see me online, at least.

Then I realized there was a concert in my neighborhood. It was a Lady Gaga concert of all things and Lady Gaga wanted to know more about the Filipino culture. I even got to meet her. Haha!

I checked on Cho-niisan again. This time, I went to his house, somewhere in my neighborhood. We hugged each other and talked for a while. Then he mentions about an old neighbor of mine whom I haven't seen for a while now. Niisan told me to go there and so I did, but I got lost along the way.

I went back down to the subdivision chapel where Lady Gaga's concert was being held, except it wasn't Lady Gaga anymore. I saw mom there, as well as my neighbor, Tita Remy, who seems to also have a Lady Gaga popularity among the people in there.

Then I met a friend who resembles Shun and his dad (who also resembles Shun more than his dad IRL). We talked a lot and I realized that we ended up boarding in the LRT-1 trains. The dad wondered why I was at Robinson's all the time and I explained I usually go there after (high school) classes to pass the time if I have enough money with me. After the son went down at Carriedo station, the dad began talking about job opportunities. I didn't get to know what it was though as I have to drop off at Vito Cruz station (but in my mind was Doroteo Jose).

Then I woke up.

Demotivation

2010-01-27T19:18:00.002+08:00

I think I need posters...

All seriousness though, every passing day, I'm starting to just lose it. I'm lacking the will to move on. I doubt if I want to study anymore. My old habits are coming back to me and all of these are making me depressed.

Aaaaaand, just now, I've been talking to Rika. I ended up pouring some of the things I want to say. To be honest, while I like the environment (clean, quiet and refreshing campus), I'm not too fond of being here. I'm homesick. I miss the food that I want to eat and cook. I miss the family I want to cuddle up with. I'm far away from close friends and I don't really have friends here to begin with. I hardly talk to my roommates too.

Not all my subjects are exactly exciting either. In one subject, we have to be grouped together and report in front of the whole class; reports which are utterly boring. I don't think my prof ever does anything aside from checking the attendance. The way he speaks, if ever he does, is also boring. He's also a textbook teacher, a kind of teacher I hate. I mean, do I really have to know the name of that one guy who researched about something if I'm going to teach about something else?

Ugh. Life for me right now just sucks. I wish I didn't mess up 4 years ago.

Many happy birthdays, douchebag

2010-01-26T17:35:00.001+08:00

Hmm...forgot to add this yesterday. Posted it on LiveJournal though.

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And so this morning, I drew this:
http://kyujinueno.deviantart.com/art/Akira-Tomosuke-151658771
Now this guy...excuse me...

*ehem*

FUCK YOU! I know I drew and colored this so you can have a birthday present from me. I know you totally deserve a happy birthday just like anyone else, which is why I didn't bother saying it in front of your face, but still FUCK YOU FOREVER! You're the most immature person I have ever met in my entire life. You brought all your problems yourself and you keep blaming it to your former friends (who happens to be the two artists above)? And then you even tell other people about it? Good lord. Do you know how much I SPENT TIME HAVING TO COMFORT MY BIG BROTHER AFTER YOU PM'D HIM ABOUT YOUR THREATS TO KILL THOSE TWO? THEY'RE NOT EVEN DOING ANYTHING AGAINST YOU!

Oh what? You said they did? Let's see. You said they gave you low scores in some website I don't even go to. You submitted art, you got low scores, you block them and the low scores disappeared. Therefore, you concluded that the guys who gave you low scores were those two. You know what that is? IT'S A FUCKING FALLACY! Cum Hoc Ergo Propter Hoc. Read about it. You didn't even probably think that there was just some troll and not those two? I talk to them, you paranoid idiot, and they didn't even know about that until you brought it up.

And did you know that you're extremely irritating to talk to. ANSWER MY FUCKING QUESTIONS, DAMN IT! You avoid my questions like a fly. Maybe you do that because I'm right? Am I right, huh? I mean, come on. Why would they threaten to blackmail you about things you did? Because you really did, didn't you? I've heard about them and it was just really low of you. I pity you.

Fuck you and have a happy birthday.
/endrant

Feed Imports

2010-01-26T17:29:00.000+08:00

Sweet~ I didn't know I could send feeds to my Facebook account without having to use Twitterfeed. xD

Well, this is just a random post anyway. See ya!

It's raining.

2010-01-15T07:13:00.001+08:00

I like the weather and all but this is one of the few times I want it NOT to rain. Well, it's not really raining heavily. It's only raining lightly but it has been since last night. I hope this doesn't change my flight schedule going back home.

And either I'm excited to go back home, became extremely giddy talking to a happy onii-san again, napped too much, or something else, I really just couldn't get myself to sleep well tonight. I'm going home for the weekend because I'll be attending my cousin's wedding on Saturday. Even though it's just for the weekend, I'm still rather excited to go. I even contemplated on what to cook while I'm there (Pancakes :D).

Onii-chan hadn't been doing well since Monday. It's a long story and I don't really want to talk about it here (kind of personal). However, two nights ago, we got into a long conversation. Despite the fact that he's older, I feel like I'm the one who's actually acting as his older brother. Not that it's a bad thing~ However, I tried the best I can to at least talk about his insecurities in life. I managed, and last night, he was feeling much happier now. I genuinely do worry a lot for him. On another note, when he's happy, we really don't have anything much to talk about. ^^;; Oh well. Him being happy is good enough for me~

At the same time I started talking through him, I received news that Sean was going out of the country. I don't know the exact details like why or when is he coming back, if ever. It was all sudden and he's going this Saturday too. Well, since I can't do anything about it anymore, I just made him a sketch before he leaves. It's kind of rushed though. In any case, I wish him a safe trip.

And last but not the least, I have to greet my mom.
Happy birthday, mom~ May you have more to come. I'll hope to see you later.

Afternoons are boring

2010-01-12T20:10:00.003+08:00

Title. It's always the time that I long for someone to talk with but...NO ONE'S EVER ON AT THAT TIME! T_T I took a nap instead. Oh well.

I really want to talk to onii-chan tonight. Something came up and, for the whole day, I was thinking mostly about him. I don't know. I feel like I betrayed him or something. I just really want to talk to him, so much, I don't want to attend my weekly devotion.

Otherwise, nothing particularly happened today. Boring old day.

Last, extremely long post of the year

2009-12-30T19:32:00.005+08:00

WARNING: As if it wasn't in the title already, EXTREMELY long post

Well technically it isn't New Year yet but it's nearby. I'm very much looking forward to it. At the same time, I'm also pretty much, well, not looking forward to it. Well, I'm looking forward to it because it's another celebration. I will get to cook something for my family (roasted tomato and basil soup), and will be meeting Urumi again on the 2nd. On the other hand, I'm also not looking forward to going back to school. I had too much fun back at home.

When I first got here, I received my first errand. I didn't think I would miss it. Then again, it's been a while since I walked to the store to buy 7-Up or Sprite for the chicken marinade. Then, I also got to bake brownies for the first time. And I just got back home. I really miss cooking and walking around the subdivision. I miss my family and hugging them. I was really happy.

Things then went slow again for a while. I made more brownies for the kids and at a later date, blueberry muffins. (To be honest, I should have baked the second batch of muffins for a few more minutes). I was anticipating meeting with friends. By then, I had a resolve to make my new friends meet up with the kada. However, I think I got too excited. Khan was the one who was prepping up when and where but I was the one who pushed it without his consent. I honestly felt bad about it. However, I still pushed it forward. The venue was at Rika's mainly because I soon found out that Shun's house was only walking distance away.

I also went to my neighbor's house after how long of not visiting him. We played his newly acquired Wii. Of course, I'm still not used to it so I sucked badly, both at table tennis and Mario Kart. xD Then I had dinner there. According to my mom, my friend's mom was happy I was actually even more sociable than before. Come to think of it, I did talk more with them than I used to when I was a kid.

Even online, my Christmas was eventful. Sure I became less active in forums but it's mostly because I spend much of my online Christmas in Ragnarok Online. My guild had their own Secret Santa event which I just decided to join at the final minute. I got a person whom I didn't know too well. Not knowing what to give him, I decided to do the one thing I did best: farm. I went crazy with the item farming and processed all of them into useful stuff. I gave his items earlier than the actual date since I couldn't log in that time. Boy was he happy, like "oh shit" happy. xD

There were some downs too. Of course, there was the time when Khan felt offended with me pushing the date and venue for the geekout. However, for some strange reason, I couldn't help but think about Cho-niisan either. Even though I talked to him on the night of the 22nd, I woke up the next day missing him badly. When he came back online, I was rather emotional and PM-hugged him tightly. Come to think of it, I do miss him right now. I have oh so much to talk to him when he logs in.

Of course, Christmas wouldn't be much of a Christmas if I didn't spend it with my family. The usual Simbang Gabi (literally Mass at night time) with the family was short. I didn't expect myself to listen to the homily as well (laugh). Food was set up. I liked the food that was prepared. I accidentally burned myself too. I was putting soup on a small bowl, not knowing that it had a huge crack (my sister dropped some bowls earlier). I was wondering why the bowl was suddenly hotter than usual. Then I felt my hand feeling something wet. I dropped the soup... Such a waste. T_T

Then the presents. Oh god the presents. Like usual, I get T-shirts which is a Christmas staple for me. Then there's always something that isn't a shirt. I got me a souvenir from my old Elementary/High School courtesy of mom. It was a fan with computer generated lighting that cheered for my school and dissed the rival school (laugh). But oh boy I was not expecting me getting a new mobile phone. Holy crap! My eyes were wide open and I was about to drop my jaw. Okay, after disbelief, I immediately changed my SIM card and placed it on my new phone and began customizing it. xD

Again, like usual, we would go to my mom's home province, Pampanga, to visit other relatives and pray for our late grandparents. Mom didn't think I'd eat something there, or that they'd prepare something that I want to eat. They had tacos with improvised shells (actually just deep fried spring roll wrappers that were shaped like taco shells) which was pretty much most of my lunch. Then there were watermelons which I only appreciated eating last year. There was also Buko-Lychee Sherbet. It was tasty but then I remembered, I'm not really fond of Lychees. Buko (young coconut) is fine for me though. Then we just talked a lot with our relatives. Not much else.

Going back home from Pampanga, we stopped by at Starbucks. I ordered Strawberries and Cream Frappuccino and, like last year, some Cinnamon-flavored After-Coffee Mints. Eh, not so good as the actual Strawberries and Cream. Then I found out that my cousins bought some Subway sandwiches so I decided to buy some for myself. My sisters went along with me too after a few minutes. It was then I learned of a little problem regarding my cousin and Starbuck's security guard. Long story short, the security guard was being rude. That got resolved though.

Sometime in between Christmas and the assigned geekout date, the 28th, we had Yellow Cab for dinner and I got a new haircut. All else, not much but I became really excited when it was time for me to go.

Mom told me to bring roasted chicken and gravy along with me. I got my books that Rika wanted to read. Dad agreed to drive me to Rika's place too. I had to pick up some friends first though. I told my dad that Colin and Todd would be waiting for me at 7-Eleven near a train station. Then, we went over to Shun's place. However, since Shun's directions were vague, we didn't find his house immediately, or even, at all. We went straight to Rika's instead.

Oh damn that was fun. Introductions were in order. There was great food, of course and I put mine on the table. I took out the books and the Talked to them, showed my little fan to them (all of them were amused). Checked where Shun's place was again. Went back and played SSBB on the Wii. Still sucked on it. Changed it to TvC. Owned and got owned for a few here and there. Checked on Shun's place again and asked around. No luck and went back to Rika's...

OH LOL! We sang to our hearts' content when we got back. Rika put her Magic Sing videoke up and started singing old nostalgic songs. Creole came around that time too. We sang songs like a few Backstreet Boys songs, Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen, and Zombie by the Cranberries.

Then, in the middle of the fun singing, I got a call from Shun. I hurried off to meet them despite it being dark already. Shun, Junpei and Pei's brother, Patrick came. More introductions were in order. A few minutes have passed though and Colin and Todd had to leave early. By that time, I began talking a bit more with Pei and Shun though we did occasionally talk with the kada. I'm glad Pei, Shun, and the initially silent Patrick had fun with my friends.

We all left at around 1 AM. I asked permission if I could stay for the night at Shun's since he offered to. Pei, Shun and I talked a lot too. Drawing tips, problems, all sorts of things we talked about. It was only too bad Shun's computer broke down. We talked a lot that they ended up sleeping at around 4 AM. I didn't sleep 'til 2 hours later though. I was also the first one to wake up. When they woke up, we talked a bit more and watched Ponyo (though Pei slept again). Pei finally got up after Ponyo finished. Then we cooked up something for lunch...oh boy. Hoku's pretty jealous right now.

Shun and I helped a bit. Most of the work was Pei's though. We went for double breaded chicken strips, green beans in garlic butter, and some onion rings. Gravy too. It was a good opportunity to watch because, well despite my passion for cooking, I'm still just a novice. So there, he taught me a few things and I got to know the difference between his gravy and my mom's gravy. The end results were delicious.

We talked a bit more, opened my laptop and checked and shared a few pictures. I saw Hoku and Pei's pictures when Hoku came here. I shared a few more too. I even left my Hard Disk Drive for them to watch FMA:Brotherhood. Again, it's sad Shun's computer broke down. Multiple times during the day, my parents called and told me to come home already. I didn't want to though. Sadly, I had to leave, though it took me hours to actually get out of the house. xD I left at around 6 PM and arrived at 10 PM. I had to look for a book as I got home so it took me a while.

And here I am now. I still didn't want to go home and yet I'm home. Even though I was quiet during my stay at Shun and Pei, I had a lot of fun being with them. Tomorrow, I'll have to do some cooking.

Going back home

2009-12-18T20:14:00.000+08:00

Up to until now, I wasn't feeling the excitement. I was just looking forward to getting back home for the first time in a few months, but when I got down from my bunk to fix my things, my whole body suddenly started trembling. It's like I can't believe I'm finally meeting my family again. I've anticipated this but it was only now that I felt myself really excited about it.

It was a last minute decision but I thought of trying to make tomato soup. Last time, my mom made it. This time, I want to cook it myself. It's especially nice for the current weather when it's cool. My sisters also wanted onion rings so I'll add that to my list of things to cook. I also wanted to make grilled cheese to make along with the soup.

Some other things concern me though. In particular, the geekout. I want to clear this issue up as soon as possible. Most of the kada want to get together on the 28th. Unfortunately, I also planned to go to an EB on the same day. Khan was actually welcoming my other friends to come over though, which I think is fine because there's only just the five of us, including me. I'm still not sure, however. Now, it's either I could move the EB to a different date or accept the invitation (A third option would be me skipping either the geekout or the EB but I don't want either). However we're also still missing the venue for the geekout. I'll have to talk about this with my kada later.

Right now though, I just want to go back home~~

And eat something. I'm hungry.

That time of year

2009-12-14T14:13:00.003+08:00

I'm losing my grip over reality again and even the internet isn't so much fun anymore. It's that time of the year where I lose motivation to do things. The only thing that keeps me sane now is my will to live and the chance to talk to my big brother again. Well, not really slipping into insanity but hell, I'm just bored at everything now.

I feel like there's nothing worthwhile to do anymore. Even the forums I love to go to, I've let them go away now. Was it because I anticipated too much on finally getting home? Was it because I really just have a short attention span or something similar? Is it just because I'm hungry and I don't have any more money? Either way, I have to break free from all of these.

Would have it been better if I had someone to support me all the time or will I just become spoiled? Would have it been better if I had graduated already, or entered into a course that I really like as early as my first year? Regrets, and yet I can't do anything about those anymore.

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2009-12-14T09:25:00.001+08:00

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21:19 @bloodriot Hmm, never tried the Rio Grande Rapids before. And that lame ride. #
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20:35 Damn it Cebu Pacific. This is like the 5th time I've tried to book a flight all because you're crappy! D: #
20:37 Well, actually the website is crappy. #
20:43 Screw it. I'll just let mom book me the flight. #
21:23 I do often wonder why I suck at using Original Kyo but I can do well with his clones? #
21:23 Except Shingo. #
21:46 I was wondering why I didn't feel bored today. Then I remembered I was reading TV Tropes. #
08:00 @Ecapa lmao #
09:19 And it just occured to me. Holy crap, it's a Friday! #

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11:59 working on my MSN custom emotes #
21:03 It's been a while since I last read from TV Tropes. #
21:52 @bloodriot Again, I quote, people are morons. :< #
06:33 @ponkhan Mooooooooooooooooo #
07:13 @rxtmr I was a kid when I was on my dad's car and my mom was also driving the jeep. I said to my dad, "unahan natin si Mama," #
07:14 @rxtmr and then, when I finally see my mom's j eep nearing us, I suddenly switch sides and root for my mom. #
07:29 @rxtmr Small theory: Aside from being drawn by The Beatles' music, sira na rin kasi yung Cassette Tapes/Players kaya bili na rin ng CDs #

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Not again! D:

2009-12-09T14:02:00.001+08:00

Oh no. It's that time again. Ack! I need to snap out of this.

Maybe I'll have to talk to my big brother about this. I hope this helps. >_<

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00:20 I was about to say I'm gonna sleep earlier than usual but...this IS my usual sleeping time. #
07:40 @rxtmr Monster's riot already? That was quick. Greetings to my family, especially my bored sister, Fay. They don't have internet at the mo. #

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Normal

2009-12-08T13:56:00.005+08:00

So most everything is back to normal now, and by normal, it's the usual days of boredom and going to class, studying here and there. Hell, even the internet's normal now. Just a few things though:

If you have been reading some of my tweets, I'm have a stuffy nose that annoys me everytime I want to sleep,
I'm feeling extremely giddy whenever I get to talk to my best friend and older brother
I'm excited to get home on the 19th but for the first time, I'm not sure what food to make
I'm out of money again. *laugh*

So instead of posting about repeated stuff, let's talk about Softball...IT'S DAMN TIRING. Granted, I'm probably one of the last placers in my group of friends if you talk about stamina and endurance, but hell! I've been assigned pitcher AND cleanup hitter. Well, the cleanup position is fine but pitching is harder than you think. I have to control the ball, make sure it isn't too strong or too weak. Then I have to throw it at a good angle with a peak of 6 to 12 feet. Then my teammates don't know their own strength. I had to run a lot today just catching the ball everytime they throw. Oh well. At least I had a good time.

Also, I just recently finished a rough sketch for my best friend/older brother. He likes it so much, it makes me happy. I'm still planning to fix/clean it up though. I'll just have to ink it though I'm contemplating on whether I should do it digitally or traditionally, and I'll just scan it again.

Oh woops! Time for me to go. I still have one more class to go to. :3

Oh almost forgot. I'm looking for nice, feel-good Western music to add to my playlist. :3

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11:38 Internet is slow again. Oh well. Might as well get my laundry. #
12:40 So I went out to eat lunch and forgot to get my laundry. #
16:38 Nappy tiem. :3 #
22:04 I wonder when will I ever get rid of my stuffy nose... #
22:57 Ho boy. Someone cut and stole cables at my hometown. Now my sister's asking me to check her Facebook account for her. #

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09:35 @reverseg ah. Domino's pizza, how I miss you. #
11:23 Blocked a few followers...who are they anyway? #
11:23 Meh. Eyes still droopy. Might as well take a nap. #
12:56 Now there's an idea. I should have bought powdered milk so I could drink milk everyday. #
12:57 If I don't make sense, I'm still sleepy. #
15:30 Still can't take a nap. Darn stuffy nose. :( #
17:34 Is hungry but doesn't know what to eat. =( #
22:38 Waiting patiently #
09:19 I just woke up and I have to go to class already. :< #

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11:40 @ponkhan Hahaha! Best birthday present ever #
12:43 @bloodriot same #
19:18 Come to think of it, I did seem like I never tweeted for today. #

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11:04 Why no water at school? D: #
15:18 I feel like I'm living in a soap opera. #
18:03 @bloodriot You're still at work? ;o #
18:12 Aaah! I put too much water on my oatmeal! T_T #
19:33 About time, isn't it? #
19:51 Fucking finally! It's been almost a week since I've been trying to change my fucking avatar in Yahoo! #
23:15 @ponkhan ˙uɐǝɯ ı 'ʇxǝʇ pǝʇɹǝʌuı ǝɥʇ ¿ʇɐɥʇ op n oʎ pıp ʍoɥ ¡dɐɹɔ ʎloɥ #
23:42 @Parallax2814 ˙ǝuıɟ ʇsnɾ ʇı pɐǝɹ uɐɔ ı ¿ǝɥɔɐpɐǝɥ #

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I'm all fired up

2009-12-04T18:04:00.003+08:00

I never knew I would be so fired up. Recently, I've been having lengthy chats with my friends and saw another side of the world. I realized some things in their stories that I've never experienced before. Sure, I've heard of them before, but the message they relayed became more powerful as I realized, they had actually been happening in my friends' lives.

Almost every single class I've been to this week reminded me of my friend and his current situation. He didn't finish his college, he's doesn't have a job and he's very sickly. He's quite jolly, yet despite that, his stories made me remember what kind of person I want to become. I want to be the teacher who would understand and help his students no matter what.

How I long for that day.

Once in High School, my English teacher and homeroom adviser was telling an anecdote. Teacher's salaries, at one point, were decreased. In protest, he also reduced the quality of his teaching techniques. When the parents complained, he then pointed out that because his salary was low, it was also what they get.

Now I understand his situation. In my place, the teachers have really low salaries despite the challenges they have to cope everyday. However, in my head, it didn't matter for me if I had a low salary or not. If I wanted to be a teacher then salaries come only second. Making my students learn is a top priority. If I want to protest, then I will do so directly but I will have to leave the children out of it.

Obviously, I have a different ideal from my late English teacher. However, I still respect him in my heart.

May you rest in peace, Sir Antonil.

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17:42 Is cleaning the room while listening to The Morning Rush podcasts #
19:31 Oh sure! The ping stops fluctuating when I'm not around! pfft. #
20:37 My MSN dies at the slightest loss of ping... >_< *is now using Trillian for MSN messages* #
06:59 @rxtmr Greetings to the family, including nieces Leann and Batchi. It's funny that I can relate to the top 10 now. It's worth a listen. #
07:02 @rxtmr I love you but I can't kiss you...di ka pa nagto-toothbrush e. #
07:06 @rxtmr I love you but, unless you're willing to enter a long distance relationship, I can't be with you. I love my country more. #
07:22 @rxtmr I love you but I can't be with you. I'm on a diet. Goodbye my favorite Cheesy Bacon Mushroom Burger! #
07:25 @rxtmr I love you but I have to go to my classes. I'll just have to download you via Blue Ritz's Podcasts. #
07:27 @rxtmr I love you but I'm allergic to dog hair. And cat hair. And dusts, and your in-laws and your textbooks...okay maybe I don't love you #
07:34 Is drinking Swiss Miss Rich Chocolate. I miss mom's hot choco. #
08:34 @rxtmr Greetings to my sisters, Fay and Donna. Ate Fay was complaining earlier in Facebook. I-greet ko raw yung mga nakikinig. Ahahaha #

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13:28 @chicogarcia Tried driving around a bit more? #
14:56 Early dismissal today but I have another class at 6. #
15:48 Hmm...FMA Brotherhood #
07:36 I wish I have more time in the morning for breakfast before I go to my PE class... Oh well #

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10:35 @Parallax2814 lmao #
12:20 Back to life for me. #
16:57 Sleepy...but someone woke me up. Now I have to comfort him. =( #
19:22 Hmm.... #red #
19:23 I wonder if there's an #orange #
19:23 Nope. #
23:44 G'night. I hope I can sleep well tonight. #

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10:10 I ish off to gets me laundry #
12:56 I got a lot of mosquito bites. =( #
19:31 I had a good dream, though it also involved me looking for who the hell just left a Facebook app music up on loop for the last two hours. #
19:33 Though in my dream, the music was just an annoying mobile phone ringtone whom nobody bothered answering. #
19:36 The internet's fluctuating ping is at it again... #
23:56 @bloodriot stab photoshop with a wooden spoon #
03:49 I can't sleep again. Is it because I worry too much? #
08:54 @bloodriot Ouch. *gives hugs* >_< #

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I can't sleep again

2009-12-01T03:23:00.003+08:00

Is it the talks I've engaged in? Is it the overall amount of stress I've gotten the past few months? Is it because I worry too much about people I haven't even met before? Is it really my sleeping position that keeps me awake at night? I have no idea. It's just that I have a lot of things in my mind now that keep me awake even though my body wants to rest.

So far, these nights have been taking a toll on me. Every night, I want to cry for my friends who used to be close. Nowadays, the rift between them is growing wider. I want to bridge it, even though I haven't even met them for over a year. You probably have no idea how much I want to cry for them.

Worse still, another friend has been sick. It was much worse than I thought. He seems fine now but I can't imagine the pain he's dealing with. My chest was hurting a few minutes ago and when I couldn't stand it anymore, I had to sit up straight. Mind you, that was just gas. This friend of mine would try to bear the pain of a dislocated chest bone, and that's not easy to heal.

Maybe I worry too much. Then again, I wouldn't want anything bad to happen to anyone at all. This has all been a hectic year for me.

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10:21 Eyes still droopy...I think I'll go take a nap. #
16:23 Oh right. It's a Sunday today. #
17:49 So dark, and it's only 5:50? o.o #
20:11 I don't feel so well tonight. I'll be sleeping early. #
20:28 And then, after drinking water and taking a shower, I feel fine. o.o #
22:37 @bloodriot heh, just like me staying up for my older brother #

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When I say I'm bored

2009-11-29T10:06:00.002+08:00

The only real time I'm bored is when there really isn't anything to do. However, I'm not gonna lie. Even though there wasn't really anything for me to do physically, so much has happened over the past month. I feel so many emotions rushing through me.

I hear all sorts of good news, bad news, and stories of what has been happening. There are personal issues, national issues, international issues, and then there are some tissues that needed to be put in a waste basket. I wanted to hear them and I did hear a lot of them. The catch, I'm affected emotionally. Everything has been tough on me. Ever since I revealed myself to my parents, nothing has been the same ever again.

If there was just one thing I realized, however, it's that I want someone to love me. It was late, but I want a partner I could be with. Stories made me envious of people. "I think he was lucky to have someone like that," and all other sorts of comments I said and wanted to say. It was finally time I find me a lover.

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12:43 Apparently, food can make me sleep... #
13:49 Internet is crap again. :x #
16:52 I think it's safe to do pushups again. #
16:53 Meh. Apparently, my abs still hurt #
17:01 And so I got a new follower...WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE?! #
17:03 Ooh. The double deck bed exercise I was told to do actually works. #
17:03 But I give up too easily. x_x #
01:09 I can finally sleep without much worries. G'night g uys. =) #

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10:15 Oh cool. We have a new doorknob. #
10:18 Hmm. My slippers need thorough washing. #
10:51 Oh no wonder. Trillian is set to refresh tweets every 2 minutes #
10:55 @bloodriot how do you add tags again via email posting? *is stoopid* #
10:55 @bloodriot also lazy to find my old tweet. #
10:57 @bloodriot with the <,>? #
11:28 @kangbonbon wait what? #
11:35 Is bothering @bloodriot in gchat #
12:00 Is getting bombarded with PMs everywhere x_x #
13:56 Oh! I didn't think my top 10 entry yesterday would get to number 2. Yay! #
15:24 I think I'll go take a nap now #
16:11 So apparently, I'm not the only one getting problems with Globe... #
23:09 Ew. No wonder. My Trillian stopped refreshing tweets #
23:09 @bloodriot why? D: #
23:09 Hmm...internet seems stable now. #
23:34 My internet is loads better now, but nemmit. Why only now? D: #
23:34 Hope this keeps up in the future #
02:33 Too much happy thoughts keeping me awake. x_x #
04:30 Now bad thoughts make me unable to sleep...nemmit! I should stop thinking too much before sleeping. #
09:05 I don't feel sleepy at all, despite not sleeping the whole night. I bet I'll fall later this afternoon. #

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Chat, chat, chat

2009-11-27T22:52:00.002+08:00

Today sure has been a chatty day. Then again, it's probably because I logged in on my guild's IRC. They sure are a fun bunch to talk to. Then, I PM'd people and got PMs everywhere as well that I just let them talk without me.

For one thing, the resident artist of the guild added me on MSN. I also told her that Khan was online and she was a fan of him mainly because 1) he's also a good artist himself, and 2) she likes his Clown/Minstrel in RO. She's a fan of minstrels. xD Anyway, we ended up in a convo with each other and chatted around.

Then there was Twitter and Google Chat with Rika because 1) she wants to be bothered, and 2) she was feeling down she can't log in on LJ at work. So, I was around to comfort her a bit when she needed it.

And there were a few more PMs here and there. Seriously, where have they all been coming from? :o Fun though. =p

Of course, the highlight of the day has to be talking to my "older brother" in England. ^^ He's surprisingly early today. Woops, gotta rush. I'mma go talk to him more. xD

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17:53 I has new haircut. #
17:55 Weird. I tried doing pushups but my abs hurt, not my triceps. #
18:29 I was gonna fanboy something to someone but then I remembered he wouldn't know a damn thing if I tried to explain. #
07:57 Good morning sore muscles. Lulz #
08:15 @bloodriot D: #

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16:50 Finally done coloring Eios. Wow. It's been almost 4 years. xD #
17:13 @bloodriot yey~ Now I'm thinking of coloring what I promised to color for you. xD #
07:36 @ponkhan japanese.about.com/library/weekly/aa051301a.htm?nl=1 I get it somewhat #
08:35 @rxtmr Love is a milder obsession. You give in to it, but not blindingly to the point of self-neglect. #

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It's finally finished!

2009-11-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

Eios Hyperion gets colored ass by ~kyujinueno on deviantART

I didn't get to sleep last night so I ended up fixing this for most of the night. It helps that I recently got tips on how to do shadowing from a friend so I decided to try it out. Guess what? It helped tons. ^^

I got lazy doing the arrow though so enjoy the light show instead. xD

Well, that's it for now. I'll try to color something else too.

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10:00 Finally, the battery died. *charge* #
13:04 I'm hungry /understatement #
16:15 I'm not hungry anymore. Yey #
22:40 You know what? Fuck you. #
22:40 Sorry. I needed a vent. #
23:19 I'm so extremely pissed off right now. Gawd, I HATE YOU! #
23:23 Ugh. I just wasted my time listening to you. I swear, I really, really hate it when you talk all so flowery and verbose #
23:26 Worst night ever #
04:25 Can't sleep. :< #
05:17 Finally adding shade to the Eios sketch @ponkhan asked to color. #
05:31 Oh that's right. Today's the Monster's Riot #
07:06 @rxtmr Word of the Year: Jackass. Two words: President Obama. Two more words: Kanye West. #
07:09 @rxtmr My personal word of the year is brother, because I met one when I opened up to a stranger. #

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12:11 Ahh! So lazy! #
13:53 Waaa! I don't want to go to class just yet! :< #
14:34 Funny. My hand still smells of the garlic and cheese pizza I ate yesterday #
14:46 @bloodriot Do you manually add tags to your batch tweets in LJ or...? #
15:02 @bloodriot Thanks #
16:59 Oh I didn't even know you could change the layout of twitter. Whee~ #
20:43 Haaa! I finally finished that damn missi on! /Caesar4 #
20:57 I just realized my twitter background pic isn't visible when the monitor isn't wide screen. #
21:04 Thar. Fixed it. :D #
23:34 Even better. My picture is now colored. :D #
23:34 Now I have to add shading to Eios. xDDD #
23:44 @bloodriot that still sounds more like panting #
00:47 Oh. I just realized my internet's doing better today. #
09:05 Low bat but my phone is still alive. #

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Boring days, here we go

2009-11-23T23:45:00.004+08:00

So Intrams week is here and I don't have a sport to play, sadly. PE will be suspended until next week so I really don't have any sport to play for one whole week. This also means I have nothing to do for one whole week. It's not like I'll be cheering every single hour, right?

I ended up just staying in my room for much of my day today. I really have nothing to do. At first, I just sketch a quick work of what happened to me last night. (I ended up sleeping with my headset still on my ears, listening to The Morning Rush podcasts while waiting for my brother to go back in MSN). Yeah, I made a bird's eye view of me sleeping on bed this morning.

I ate lunch outside, like usual. Played games or listened to more podcasts the whole day. Fixed my social networks including fixing my Twitter account's layout and adding feeds for my Facebook. Took naps here and there. Did breathing exercises. Sweeped the floor. Finally, colored a lineart that I meant to color years ago.

And I'm still the only one in my room. *sigh*

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10:53 I seriously need a new headset... #
10:54 It's sad because my current headset was only a few months old #
10:54 Also, I got too used to my NES emulator... #
10:59 And my internet is still crap, damn it! #
11:28 So, what's new? #
13:32 Today would have been a very good day if it weren't for the internet dying on me often. *kick* #
13:33 It sure does pick the worst times to be a retard: when I finally have something to do over the net! #
13:51 Despite the internet being a retard though, I'm so excited, I could kick someone on the face just to let it loose! #
00:32 I'm thinking of subscribing to a newspaper but that would mean I would have to spend more money than usual... #
08:20 @rxtmr Greetings to the family in Antipolo, especially to my nieces Leann and Batchi. I fell asleep last night while listening to podcasts #
08:43 @rxtmr "I'm the Ghost of Christmas Future! Kaso naligaw ako e kaya nagsasalita ako ngayon." #
08:44 @rxtmr "Alam mo kung saan yung bahay ni Uncle Scrooge?" #
09:04 @rxtmr "nandesu ka" is "what?" and "Arigato Gozaimashita" is like "Thank You" in past tense. #

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Can't possibly contain it

2009-11-22T14:08:00.000+08:00

There really isn't anything to do much today. It's the same old day without school. I'm just lying around in bed, waiting for the time I can get out for a late lunch, and yet I don't feel bored at all. Quite the opposite, really.

I feel excited and giddy that I can't contain it somehow. Despite my numerous complaints in Twitter about the internet being slow, I just really feel happy today. I'm just really looking forward to chatting with a friend later tonight. Despite being half a world apart, we just feel comfortable just talking to each other. In a way, we treat each other like brothers.

Also, there was this fact that my mom asked me where I would want to go for vacation, outside the Philippines, of course. My first pick was England. It's a good place, says my mom, but it's also expensive. Now, if money wasn't such a worry right now, I'd imagine what kind of place England will be. Of course there will be sight seeings like looking at the Big Ben or something. I also wanted to check a library there though I wonder if I can take pictures while inside...probably not. Then there's also the fact that I can meet two of my friends, which includes my brother whom I mentioned earlier.

Ahh~ Just thinking about this makes me want to run as fast as I could.

Contagious

2009-11-21T09:33:00.003+08:00

I remember a time when my parents and I were all angry at each other. I forget the reason why but I think it was something trivial. Come to think of it, I wouldn't have forgotten the reason why if it wasn't so trivial in the first place.

It was dismissal time, a time for us to go home. My dad just arrived in school, waiting for us to get in the car. I don't remember but I think it was my mistake that fueled the anger. There was miscommunication going on. My mom was angry at my dad and I forgot why. I, myself, became frustrated at all these. Then, my dad found out and he became angry as well. It was contagious.

However, unlike my mom and I, my dad became fed up that he actually resolved to leave us behind in school. I knew about it because I was there. So, at the gate, I just stood there, blocking his path with my arms and legs wide open.

I told him, "If you leave, then you'd have to pass through me," or something similar. My heart was normal. I think it was because I was both confident that he'd never run the car towards me and that my anger was greater than my fear of life that time. I don't know whether if it was foolish or brave but I just did it.

In any case, my mom finally got in and so did I. I can't remember what happened during the car. Really, I think the reason must have been trivial, because right now, I don't feel angry at them at all.

A week later

2009-11-17T09:59:00.002+08:00

Note to self, take out the laundry first before taking a shower. Long walks equal ~~death~~having to perspire a bit more.

So it hit me. We didn't have a formal game of Softball, but I felt tired after the practice. So that's how pitchers feel after a while. I felt tired but it's a different kind. Rather than having to gasp for air, it felt more like a mental exhaustion. You had to catch the ball thrown to you by the pitcher. You had to watch the ball closely. You had to throw the ball in a certain form so that it would follow a certain arc, throw it at enough strength to cover a certain distance, etc...

All in all, it was actually tougher than my first impression of what it should be. I need a lot more practice in pitching the ball; I've got so many throws that went out the normal hitting range. My catcher said I was improving though. That said, I still wonder why he wasn't the pitcher instead. Oh well, not that I don't want the position anyway.

In another note, my boxers kept giving me a wedgie. I guess I have to work out my butt. I'll try briefs next time.

Of sleep and oversleeping

2009-11-10T19:20:00.005+08:00

So I was able to wake up early for P.E. class. It's not so hard after all. Good thing the class was at 8 AM and not at 7 AM. I did have a dream though. I dreamt that I had found my lost fork. Yeah, for some reason my fork was missing. My spoon was intact though.

P.E. was about Softball so I have some idea on what's in it. I knew what a battery is, some of the rules, etc... I have to thank Baseball mangas for that. Pity though, I only appreciated baseball AFTER I came to visit my baseball player cousin in the US.

So after, I had my breakfast, checked my bank account, and stayed back at the dorm. At one point at noon, I decided to sleep. I thought to myself I should wake up for my next class. You know what, I think I did. I think at one point I woke up. However, I was too lazy to move my butt that I fell asleep again. The fact that I was comfortable in my boxers didn't help me. I woke up just when the class was supposed to end. Bummer.

Speaking of boxers, I'm not sure whether to wear one again for tonight or wait for Wednesday evening...I only have two pairs along with me. I didn't think I'd be converted to a boxers kind of person. *laugh*

Stressed out?

2009-11-05T12:32:00.002+08:00

Classes for me just started and already I'm stressed out. Well, truth be told, I'm stressed out for different reasons though.

I am at least grateful that I am still able to enroll for this sem. I'm not sure if it's a good thing or not but I only have four subjects now due to complications. For example, although I was advised to get Biology, I couldn't because there aren't any Biology subjects this year. Having nothing to do about it, I'm left with just four.

Things are looking pretty good as well...and smell good. At the constant advice my parents and some other people keep telling me, I changed my laundry services. Now, my stuff smells fresher. That would keep them from complaining too much about how my clothes smell. They'd have to keep sending me money to pay for it though.

I also have a new outlook, kind of. I used to be afraid to go to certain places because of my deep-rooted insecurity. When I went to enroll though, I still felt it a bit but I was able to just go on. Sure I was nervous at first but that's what got me to enroll this school year. Of course, I have to promise to do the best I can for this semester.

So what's up. Why am I stressed? Well, the reason is because a friend, a forum administrator, asked me out to become a moderator for his forum. As early as my second day, something happened between one of the members and the admin himself. I had to immediately act out as a mediator between the two to clear up misunderstandings. What's more, I just realized that the news have spread to other members as well.

Some drama ensues. Another member, my closest friend, got hold of the news and threatened to leave if the admin was being dictatorial in his website. There are truths in his statements. After all, who would want a dictator in a forum who keeps pulling the strings on members in a supposed free speech forum. I didn't want that to happen to the admin so I have to tell on him. I didn't want my friend to leave either because, well, he is my closest friend after all.

Even more, I felt I was being picked by some of the members. They're just playing and having fun, of course. However, due to the stress I felt on tackling the issue above, I'm easily getting frustrated. Luckily, I just tried to ignore much of that, only being able to express it myself after I told off the admin on what he was supposed to do.

And now, I'm just taking a deep breath.

My current goal is to get this current issue to resolve today. I want to clear every single misunderstanding that has appeared because of the admin's actions. Also, I have thought that if I am being picked on again, I'll have to tell them off and warn them to stop. If not, I have a valid reason to block them due to harrassing a moderator.

*sigh*

My heart is pounding again.

Ah shoot

2009-10-10T07:09:00.002+08:00

Excited, yeah, but I'm also not looking forward to tomorrow as well. Despite being able to get back home, I also have some fears when I get to meet the family tomorrow. Truth is, I never really got to express myself to them. I wanted to, though; it almost felt like a resolve, but I still fear it for my life. I'm still not exactly sure how I ended up being this kind of fearful person.

The reason to fear them is quite valid though. I love them, but I messed up big time. I suppose it's because I'm being the guy who "doesn't care what happens to me," even though that's only partly true. Still, I also feel I affected them and it's largely my fault.

I allowed my addiction to the computer to take over me. I lost my interest in school that I ended up dropping out this term. I also ended up wasting money, their money. They paid so much for my allowance, tuition fee, dorm fees and bills, and my flight tickets, and I ended up buying as much food as I wanted to and did nothing on my school.

Would have it been easier if money wasn't much of an issue or will it be the same?

I hate money. I hated it since I was a kid. I once asked my parents who invented money. I didn't get much of a straight answer though. Of course, as I grew up, I knew how currency evolved from the trading and barter system back in early history.

It was probably because of my mentality that the Philippines is a Poor/Third-world/Developing country. I was told that the Philippines was indebted to the world bank or something like that. I didn't know much about Philippine Politics back then, but I felt that rich countries were looking down on us because we didn't have money.

I know better now of course, except this time, I feel the exact same way in our family. Financial problems happened as my dad was retired out of work earlier than he should. He still gets some money but it's not a constant pay every month anymore. It all fell into my mom, and to an extent, my sister's hands, the only other people who are capable of working. However, my mom is also about to retire in a few years.

Back then, the only thing I had to worry about was the electric bill. I had a knack for staying so long in front of the computer, which my parents already disapproved me of doing. I was even informed of how much we had to pay. That stayed into mind. Now, having lived in the dorm, I also have to worry about my fees for my dorm and to the school.

The Morning Rush

2009-10-09T10:27:00.002+08:00

Ahahaha! They just called my tweet cute. I just tweeted them that sometimes I mistake live streaming for podcasts and vice versa because I either want to rewind or replay it or I wanted to tweet them for entries.

Anyway, The Morning Rush is a radio program that happens mostly on weekday mornings. Sometimes, the schedule changes. Its current schedule, it's now Monday to Friday, 6-10 in the morning. I've been a listener since I was in Grade School. Now, they have this "Top 10" where their listeners, or Rushers, text or tweet in their entries based on the topic. To read some examples, read one of the DJs, Chico's blog: [link]. A number of entries are Filipino though.

Usually, before the top 10, greetings are read. I've been greeting my family for a while now and the most recent one is the one above. Made me giddy when they read it. I'll download the podcast later. Haha!

Then they read the entries. Oh lord, the rushers' entries can be so downright hilarious. As I said, you can read it at Chico's blog. However, the DJs can be so hilarious as well. Even if the entries in Chico's blog are hilarious on its own, it's even funnier when you actually listen to it. I swear, thier antics are just too much. It will really make your day.

And exactly, this is why I want to thank them, because even if you feel you're the most depressed person in the world, you'll suddenly find yourself rolling on the floor, laughing your ass off. xD It was especially felt when Typhoon Ondoy (Ketsana) devastated Luzon with its heavy rains and floods.

It was only a game, but I went to this game's support channel. Suddenly, I got this person who was asking questions and I managed to solve her problem. I felt happy because it was my first time to actually do supportive help. Then I began talking about it. xD

Sharing our happiness

2009-10-08T13:43:00.005+08:00

I'm trying to post as often as I can now, as if I were one of the Freedom Writers. Have you seen that movie? It's a good movie based on the lives of a teacher and her students, the real Freedom Writers. I suggest you go watch it if you haven't yet.

Even though I have my own "emo" moments like my last post, at least I still have my ups as well, and today, I'm just gonna do just that.

The stranger whom I just mentioned last post is also a good friend of mine. He is the main reason why I'm writing on this blog again. However, I've also been thinking that he won't always be there when I need to say something. So, I made this blog an outlet for myself, even more so than before.

The stranger made me feel comfortable for some reason. I forgot how I was drawn to him but we often talked and laugh with each other ever since we've added ourselves in MSN Messenger. We feel so close to each other at an emotional level, despite being so far apart in the world. We do every little help we can give for each other when we're feeling down. In fact, I was the first one who made him happy when he felt down. I made him a small picture that made him smile. You chould check it out right here: [link]

After that, we'd talk to each other more. It started out with common interests then soon, I blurted out my secrets. I don't know why. I felt embarrassed before but for some reason, I could tell him what I never told anyone ever before. The minute I realized this, I felt embarrassed but he accepted my own words. Suddenly, it was as if the weight of the world became easier to carry. He also gave me one of the best birthday presents I ever had. At the stroke of midnight, because of what we talked about, he impusively called me a brother. I've never felt happier in my entire life.

Now I'm grateful he came into my life. I'm very glad that he has time to talk to me. I'm also glad that I can express myself with him. If I had been more willing, I would probably have talked more openly with other people, and I would probably be happier than I am today. Not that I'm not currently happy now, of course.

I'm not taking full refuge on him however. I'm at least aware that there will be one day that we might grow apart, though hopefully only physically like working schedules. It's hard to accept but I shouldn't be too dependent on other people.

Now I've once thought, due to the technology and the relative ease of access of communication in most parts of the world today, what if there was a therapy in the form of instant messaging? To be honest, I'm more comfortable talking to people in IMs. Perhaps some people are the same way as well. I don't know how effective it might be, however.

Perhaps, in the future, I could use this as a way to communicate with and understand my students.

Afraid

2009-10-07T14:13:00.008+08:00

I hate myself. Of course, you've heard of this before, not necessarily from me but from other people as well. Of course, your reply would be words of encouragement, looking at other people's points of views... You know. The usual. To be frank, I'm not really in the mood for all those things right now.

You see, I'm both looking forward to the future and wanting to avoid it. For starters, I'll finally be able to get back to my family this coming weekend. After quite a while of not seeing them, I'll finally be able to catch up with what's going on around the old neighborhood and being able to prepare my old favorite dishes, if not being able to eat some of my mom's cooking instead. Of course, it would mean I will have to help around the house, but that isn't really worth running away from.

It's just that I'm still feeling insecure about my future. I've messed up badly this time and to be honest, I feel like I need help. I still haven't talked about my parents about this, partly because I don't want to see them hurt and partly because I'm deathly afraid, even though I know what's going to happen. However, I also know things will get a lot worse if I don't tell them. I don't know why. I know these things and yet I can't seem to make myself budge.

To be honest, I'm not really the person who would say this, let alone post this online. However, there has been a recent encounter with me and a stranger in the internet. For some reason, I was able to tell him all sorts of things that was hiding inside me. It was a comforting glimpse to find someone who can listen and understand me, but deep down, I wish that stranger was a family member instead.

There was one particular incident way back when I messed up. I forgot what I did back then but I knew it was my fault and my mom was angry at me. I really was sorry that time so I came near to my mom to apologize. What I heard in reply hurt me like a whip being lashed on someone's back.

She said, "Sorry wasn't enough."

She meant well of course. After that reply, she said that I should do more than just sorry, like I shouldn't do it again or I should think and act better next time. However, being a child back then, or at least still thinking like a child, it felt like even my most sincere apology was rejected by my very own mother. I knew what she meant but the words kept ringing in my head. I felt like I wanted to hurt someone and cry at the same time. I still do.

Weekend

2009-09-28T10:58:00.005+08:00

I haven't been seen in here for a long time. Regardless...

It's been quite a weekend lately. At first, I was looking forward to my birthday. My mom decided to do a surprise visit and we had a good time talking with each other while eating out. She even treated me to a good restaurant. I managed to eat French Onion Soup for the first time. Now I know how it should taste like. We're planning to make some when we come home.

Unfortunately...

I wasn't looking forward what came in next. At first everything was fine until my sister texted that it was flooding inside our house. Almost immediately, I checked on the internet (I was in my grandma's house that time) to see what's been happening. Then my mom also received news that it wasn't just our house. Almost everywhere, there were floods in Manila. I even talked to a few people including those who still have internet access but are stranded in their respective places because of floods and heavy rain.

We try to keep each other updated. Mom keeps in touch with the family while I also check on my own friends. Sometimes, the phone coverage weakened, sometimes they disabled calling but allowed people to send messages. Even now, I ended up going through various social networks including checking and asking around in Twitter, checking out Facebook, and even registering a new account in Plurk. Hell, this is the reason why I'm writing in this blog right now.

Well so far, everyone I know and remember to check on are safe. I hope they take care over there even though the storm is going out now. My mom's going back too later this afternoon. I wish her a safe flight, give regards to the family and to take care when she gets there.

To be honest, I want to be there despite the state my town is in right now. Still, I feel I managed to help a bit even though I am away. In the meantime, I'm keeping communications open and keep people updated.

Fuzzy Pickles!

2008-10-09T16:55:00.000+08:00

EarthBound, one of the most awesome classic RPGs ever~~and I just finished it today! xD
Fun stuff. I should play it again. xDDD

MOROHA!

2008-09-20T10:27:00.000+08:00

I swear! I want to play A.B.A again! I had a fun time using her, even just with her normal mode. Even though I got killed so many times by a scrubbing bastard on the arcade, at least I got to do a few combos with her here and there. Plus, I got to I-no when he wasn't around (although I still have to get used to dodging Megalomania). Masshou was the only thing I had trouble with as I couldn't do the follow-ups. It happened to be qcf+S_b,f+S_hcb+S demmit! I swear, I'm too used to Kyo's Aragami/Dokugami chains.

Other than that, the day pretty much sucked. Khan and Jake didn't get their one hour unlimited Tekken spree since they didn't want to play the yellow swiper games (GGXX was yellow though. D: ) and Power Station was missing Guitar Freaks and Drummania and the second player of SVC:Chaos can't use any kicks. We ended up drinking Coke most of the time. =/

On the other hand, Nigel finally lent me his Diablo 2 installer! Finally, after waiting for 1-2 long years, I can get back to playing again! xD

M...feh

2008-09-12T23:22:00.001+08:00

Damnit! I wanna play on my fighting game emulator and PINBALL ISN'T A GOOD SUBSTITUTE!

@$#$#@!*%^&#%!4Soundcard...

New Post! :o

2008-09-09T19:46:00.002+08:00

Lookie what I made~

Faves from Guilty Gear

Yay Guilty Gear~

@_@

2008-07-16T18:40:00.000+08:00

I shouldn't have clicked on it. I knew it was bad but I still clicked on it. Now my computer is dead from a virus it got when I downloaded something. *sob*

Oh well, on the bright side, I gives me something else to do like finally reading the books I got and bought last year. (1 year old and I still haven't read them. Lol). Plus it helps reduce the electric bill a bit. =P

I'll still be around though. We have two computers and the other one works just fine. My sister and I could just take turns on using it though. Have fun guys.

On a different note, apparently, I have other uses for the words "good day," "goodnight" and "have fun."

Also, I am torn between either installing RO or Diablo 2 on my sister's computer. I'll still borrow Sean's CD of RO though but I have to find a Diablo 2 CD if I want to install it.

Here

2008-07-10T13:02:00.001+08:00

So I woke up early because dad had to drive me to LTO, Pasig Branch, where I have to get my driver's liscence. When it finally opened at 8:00 (we were there at 7, I was listening to and laughing at the radio in the meantime), they told me to get a drug test (urine sample). When I got the result, I read it and was a pass. For my purpose, it was checked as Mandatory but I read on when I saw another possible checkbox was Random. I laughed when I imagined someone coming to get a drug test just because he wanted to. xD Still, who would want to pay P250 for a drug test at random though. =P

There still had been complications regarding to my liscence. According to them, a certain record was missing, possibly denied or unvalidated. It all got confusing from there until my dad said we had to go to the Cainta Branch next time where it would hopefully be sorted out. Wasted an hour or so.

Left Pasig LTO and ended up in Mega Mall, under my advice to eat before leaving. We ate at McDonald's among others and dad and I parted. Since my classes wouldn't be until later, I decided to use my time's worth before finally going. At the basement, I found an actual CvS2 machine. Unfortunately, when I played, the controls were bad. The platform, thingy, kept moving around whenever I move the joystick. MP was busted and that was a key component to Hibiki's attacks. When I tried 2nd player, I couldn't do a Ya Otome for some reason (although I managed back at 1st player). Just when I finally found a CvS2 machine too. Sucks. The highest score I could get was at 9th place with 400+ points. The 1st place was at 1000+ points. Ratio 3 Sagat. 'nuff said.

On a different note, I've been dying to ask this now. If you work at, say, Kenny Roger's, how would you arrange: Centerplate, Muffin, Rice, Side dish?

Also, I've been thinking since last night. What if I created a blog dedicated to my opinions to what is happening around me, particularly in Ph? If I really did that, then hopefulyl I would become more nationally aware which could get handy in the future. However, my thoughts ended up with me getting paranoid to the point that I'm considering people I know around the world (as if I had) to post the article for me. It was just for lol that put me to sleep last night.

Oh now I remember

2008-07-09T14:04:00.003+08:00

Like usual, you could find me in the arcade after school. I ended up being with MJ though just to pass the time. Supposedly, I was gonna go home already but my sister asked to get something from my cousin who's in DLSU and so I did. Never got a reply until much later though, when I was already in the LRT-2 Recto Station, going home.

Turned out that going back to school using the MRT route ended up exactly at 2:50-3:00, the times I am expected to meet up with my cousin. After getting what was needed, I decided to roam around a bit. I found the Admissions Office Sean told me where it was but I still hesitated. I'm not sure if that's the correct office to go to. Also, I decided to ride home with my parents just so I could save money.

Outside Robinson's, it didn't look like the old Robinson's I knew though it was practically the same. I ended up greeting an ol' young friend too along the way and I got me a cup of taho. Never roamed around the new classrooms of my old school though since when I arrived, my dad was already there to pick us up.

Then they treated me to Pancake House. I ordered Peach Waffles. It was good though I wish there were more of the crunchy parts. The orange juice reminded me of my trip to the US last year.

I still want BreadTalk's Japanese Light Cheese Cake. D:
And I'm still not sure if I would be going to Shang on ~~Friday~~Saturday or not. Most likely though.

I was gonna post something

2008-07-09T00:20:00.000+08:00

But I forgot what I was gonna write about... Oh well~ I want BreadTalk's Japanese Light Cheese Cake!!

Garou: Cheese of the Grill

2008-06-06T13:06:00.001+08:00

I blame Khan for making me hungry yesterday. Soooo, I made my own version of grilled cheese for this morning. xD

Also, I've finally beaten Kain R. Heinlein in Garou using only one token. Yay me~

And it's also been a long time since I've actually posted here...

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I'm planning to buy "Ang Paboritong Libro ni Judas" today.

What?

2008-04-09T15:14:00.000+08:00

I am currently trying to write with my eyes closed right now, just likw I said I would last post. All the rest are just copy0patste. These or ratejer this ....I got lost somewhere. I'm not even trying to look. Nor will II even try to correvt everything I write here. This is quite fun actually, mosytly becaue I have nothing to do at the moment.

I...well, I'm jujst acting stupid lately. I sunno. Must be the heat. Or the weather. Or most probably because, under this heat, and at this point of time when I should be resting, I am not simply because I have still school. Feh.,

Okay. So maybe I look once in a while but It least I still am not correcting most everything I type in, just the things I think I made a mistake.

So anyway, I'm just acting stupid. Also, I keep on forgetting sutff. I should have written it down earlier. I remembered something that I was gonna write in this journal but thenm I forgot. I even had my pen with me the whole train ride session. It was in my hand, not even oin the ppocket or anthing. I could have just written it on my notevook and still I got lazyand now I'm just making a big fuss over it. Well, mot as big as the one I'm thinking right now, or rather a while ago. Still, I havbe to write it down or something. It just makes me feel better.

*sjrug*

Anyway, Khan? Ypir CD rocked. Yay Sandman!

Oh I forgot to mention...

2008-04-02T22:42:00.001+08:00

...Belated 5th Anniversary to my blog. Created since 2003, alive and well since 2004.

So I finally...

2008-04-02T10:52:00.000+08:00

...got The Sandman books 5 and 6. I still haven't read them yet though but I will, especially since I only have technically a day to return this. The books are due on the final deadline of returning of books (no one may borrow after Saturday). Unfortunately (or fortunately) for me, I have like a 5-day vacation thanks to naturally not having any classes on Friday to Sunday, a holiday that was moved from Wednesday to Monday, and the Tuesday that CSB said was gonna might as well give up because we have one extra school day.

On the other hand, I could always return the books late. I'll just have to pat some money instead. After all, I have some money in my wallet to purge. My wallet grows thicker because of rather loose change. I managed to get rid of coins but the number of bills I have that causes my wallet to not fold properly? It bothers me a bit. Call me obsessive-compulsive if you will. Well anyway, I have to purge all these money anyway or get a bigger bill. That was when Khan told me he still owes me P500, although we have previously agreed and I have reminded him that he only owes me 400 because the exact amount eludes both of us. xD

Other than that, I have no idea what to do now. Well, of course, I'm gonna read too. It's just that Wednesdays make me feel rather depressed lately, if Mondays don't do that to me. Or sometimes, both days. I dunno. Some kind of self-pity, I suppose. Sometimes, I would feel like typing a story out of this although the entire plot is kinda obscure at the moment.

This is an amusing thing to do. I'm actually typing with my eyes closed. It's rather fun and I didn't know I already can type without needing to look at the monitor, although I am tempted to do so anyway just to check for errors. Once in a while, at least. In a way, I could at least rest my eyes. Hmm. Maybe I should try without looking completely. One of these days.

It's April Fools?

2008-04-01T16:43:00.001+08:00

Lol! I can't believe I forgot it's April 1. BUT! I did manage to fool someone (two actually) today. xDDD

Still no sign of a Book 7 nor the other books I haven't read for that matter...nemmit. BUY BOOK 7/RETURN BOOKS 5, 6, 10 AND 11!!!! Nemmit.

Anywho, Neil Gaiman rocks!

snag

2008-03-28T10:18:00.002+08:00

Snagged from Silv.

1) Go on Wikipedia.
2) Click Random Page - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random The title of this article is your band name.
3) Click Random Page again. This is your album name.
4) Click 12 more times. These articles are the CD's tracks.

Band Name: KSQY
Album Name: Brothers in Arms (incidentally, an actual album name)

1. The Left-Handed Man
2. Administrative divisions of the Republic of Karelia (lol)
3. Muhammad III of Córdoba
4. Virginia Department of Mental Health, Mental Retardation, and Substance Abuse (ROFL)
5. Squeel
6. Guanosine diphosphate mannose (lol WTF)
7. Mariano Eduardo de Rivero y Ustariz
8. Pacific-Union Club
9. Launceston FC
10. Antitoxin
11. Hinds River
12. Newton-in-Furness

Hahaha!
I order you to do it. xD

kekeke

2008-03-26T17:31:00.001+08:00

This is a bit old but...

kekeke!!!

Gnar

2008-03-26T15:54:00.000+08:00

So hello. How are you? It's been a long time since I actually made an actual post here, and not some one-liner Word Block post LJ gives out at random. Most likely it's because I've been busy playing games back at home that I don't really get the motivation to write here. *laugh*

It's summer. It's very hot, the sun's very bright, most of the people are on vacation so it officially feels like summer. Unfortunately for me, I still have school until April so...D**N YOU TRIMESTRAL TERMS!!!!! *shake ~~fish~~fist* Somehow, I do wonder what will happen if I were in a different college instead. I might have a longer vacation break but, I dunno. It might not be vacation at all. Still, I wonder if I was in UST instead. I mean, it's a ride easier and cheaper than CSB.

Still, I like CSB's library. They finally got a series of The Sandman comics lying around. Of course, since it's an awesome comic series, some of the books aren't always in the shelves. Still, when I cataloged, I found that they're still missing a particular volume in the series...Book 7: Brief Lives...starring: Destruction. Which goes back to the quote I wanted to say since a while ago when I was typing. DAMN YOU CSB!!!!! *shake fish* They didn't buy the book I wanted to read the most! D<

Anywho, I'm still in for a few weeks in school, maybe half a month. Hopefully by then, I could have a peaceful summer. Yeah. A peaceful summer sounds nice. Maybe some ice cream too or Mais Con Hielo. And ice that don't melt immediately after you shave it. Yeah. That sounds nice.

No idea what to put up here, really

2008-02-20T09:14:00.004+08:00

I feel mostly sleepy nowadays...*yawn*

Anyway, nothing new, besides I'm totally excited about KoF XII~ Oh and I just watched Gin-iro no Kami no Agito after all these weeks of the movie being in the computer. And these few quizzies I took from Khan's blog.

What is your element? [with pics + detailed answeres]

Your element is Fire. Like fire, you have a hot temper and you can be warm and loving as well and angry and wild. It all really comes down to what you are feeling. You have a lot of close friends who you are very protective over, and with your temper probably some enemies too. You are not Miss/Mr Popular in school since you are your own person and don't want to be forced into behaving this or that way. You are the untamed wild horse, the kind that everyone wants to catch. But you don't want to be tied down for the moment and just keep going with your little crushes. Your will is strong and if you set your mind to do something, you will most likely succeed. But beware, your friends may not always accept your mood-swinging behaviour. Even if you don't mean to be mean, they can still feel hurt. You just need to start thinking some things through before you do them, and not always jump in with so much courage. One day you may be hurt because of that, but then again, your element isn't fire if you start to analyse situations before you act. After all, your nature is to shoot first and ask the questions later.
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And I'm still hooked to Gin-iro. TUULAAAAAAA!!!

Ngerk

2008-02-13T09:28:00.000+08:00

I try too much to be perfect to the point I get lazy or bored. I won't be going anywhere with this bad habit of mine.

For example, I've gotten my "new game" sickness, that is, ever since playing Harvest Moon, I end up starting a new game over and over again. Same deal with Final Fantasy 1 and Pokémon. Heck! I even finished Pokémon already and I still end up doing the same thing. Even when I'm playing Ragnarok Online notes a similarity. The only time I don't do that is when playing fighting games (what's there to restart?).

Speaking of fighting games, I find the KoF "Old Geezers" Team bastards. Not new news but hell they're still a pain. Saisyu is really the easiest of the three, IMO, but Takuma and Heidern are a pain. Even if they didn't fight me at the last round before Rugal, I still find USA Sports Team and Iori Team as a pain. Well, Iori Team less than Lucky Glauber... Ironic really. Rugal manages to become less than an ass compared to these three. Now imagine if it were KoF '98 Ultimate Match as I heard rumors that the '96 Bosses Team (Geese, Krauser, Mr. Big) will be an addition to the before-boss team roster.

That and I haven't even fought against Magaki yet! Dx

Gato's also a pain in Garou. I've noticed I haven't really got past him since I started playing Garou again. Not Kain or Rock.

On the other hand, R2 managed to make me laugh with this: Click

Heh~ So true.

Great piles of turnips!!

2008-02-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

I am hooked to Harvest Moon due to the lack of things to do around. Also, my internet is screwy. Screw the internutz! *kick*

After a while of absense

2008-02-06T11:34:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since the last time I wrote in this journal. Heck, even R2 posted more than me recently. Haha!

Saw Liu earlier this morning. I dunno. Whenever we talk in the train, the ride seems shorter, as opposed to other people I have talked with. That includes my cousin, my neighbor, some other classmates and former classmates. Liu claims it's because we talk a lot of nonsense. *laugh*

I'm a little bit rusty in KoF lately. I've won a few versus games and, likewise, lost some. I can't touch Mukai for some reason. Then again, I haven't really cheaped him out lately either. Hinako's slowly becoming a favorite though and my gameplay with Whip still rocks. Hehe!

Also, due to the loads of free time I brought to myself, I've gotten real bored easily. So far, I already thought of an idea of two stories. I just have to write them down, somehow. Problem is, both start in the middle of the supposed overall storyline. One of the stories I thought up can stand alone but the other one can't. I guess I still have to outline the latter. Still, I find the latter my favorite because of the tension I intended to put up.

Also, though I already posted this in my devART and Khan already provided an answer, how do you draw a black guy in Manga/Animé style? If all else fails, I'll try to reference Akagi from Slam Dunk. Haha!

Mmf

2008-01-16T13:25:00.000+08:00

Belated Happy Birthday to my mum (which was yesterday).

Funny how I updated my journal only once this year. xD I guess I've been busy with RO so much that I'm already having fun messing up my stats. I mean, High AGI/DEX and 1-INT High Wiz, FTW?! It's pretty funny actually. PH34R FAST ATTACK SPEED WITH LOADS OF CRAPPY DAMAGE!! xD I just forgot to upload screenshots.

Also, I've been having fun with my Alchemist. The plants I summon are so awesome, all I have to do is lay them down then lure my opponents in~ I don't even have to physically attack my opponents and I don't even have to heal myself either (especially since my Geographers heal for me. xD).

Going back to school...CONCEPTS!! It's the one thing I have a hard time with in designing, save when given a long, and I really mean long, time to think about it. I keep on seeing everybody doing better work than I do, it's not fair. @_@ Well, actually, fairness doesn't have to do anything about it but still!! I even have to design a character for my Animation1 subject. I just have to think who and check and see if he's original enough. My recurring thought is Ayumu and his big red kite but then I still have to think of his storyboard as well. My other thoughts are anthros but I was never really good with those.

Darn...my current subjects even drained my savings too. Acid-free Sketch Pad, Watercolor Set, Washable Colored Pens and Pencils, Paintbrushes...tis a good thing I still have my HB, 2B, 4B, and 6B pencils which were on the list. I've got only a few things left to check, thankfully.

Also, reading the Prince and the Pauper has left me with speaking in false Old English...burneth ye witcheth!!

Noooooooooooo

2008-01-09T00:13:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was first day of classes. 'nuff said? Probably, except for the fact that I also bought two books yesterday. Both first class prof yesterday and today were also late. Well, actually, I only have one class every Tuesdays and Thursdays. I have a whole day schedule again tomorrow but, like the last time, I have a three-day weekend. Nothing else much though, since it's just the beginning of the term.

I've been playing Rika's RO account, particularly her Assassin Cross. Crit-sins level up much slower and harder than I originally thought. Then again, the mobs were easy and I never really had someone to party with. I did leave a message to our guildmaster though, since he's all crazy about his Guild War business. Though I gotta admit, I'm quite surprised he called my wizard a veteran. Must be because I usually hang around on Boss-hunting parties.

Speaking of Bosses, I got my first "MVP" today. Eddga. Usually, I'd be raving and stuff about it but there were two things that crossed. The first one, well, I forgot to take screenies. R2 and another fellow guild member could vouch for me. The other, well, R2 lacks Lord Knight combat skills. All he does is Brandish and Spiral, never Berserk. He claims he would get mob-raped if he uses it. I keep telling him he makes a better tank than dealing damage especially considering that he maxed his VIT already AND Berserk increases his HP three times. Ironic how he keeps saying he'd get rape when without Berserk, he was killed faster and easier than our guildmate who had Berserk on...

Heya~ Happy New Year!

2007-12-31T22:23:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year, everyone, while I'm still online. xD

Just had tenderloin steak and mashed potatoes and ooh, it was great. I hope you all have fun on New Year's Eve. =P

Nya!

2007-12-26T00:06:00.000+08:00

I found out that everybody seems to be getting a Wii for this Christmas (or rather, most everyone I read in journals). I don't have one though. I should have one...a closet, I mean because my shirts can't fit in my old cabinet anymore. I demand a new closet!! xD

Just went to the province today. Nothing too special. It's an old tradition of visiting relatives. I'm sure some of you "enjoyed" that. xD Oh don't fret. You should just smile and look on to the future...sleeping on your bed maybe five or ten minutes from now. xDDD

Oh well. Merry Christmas~

Happy Holidays!

2007-12-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

Wow! It's been a while since visited my blog.

Last Friday, I went to my R2's house to burn me a DVD of eRO. He ended up giving me the wrong RO instead. >_< Oh well. We're expecting to go back there on the 28th anyway. *evil glare* You'd better give me kRO this time!!!

Then on Saturday, my family went to Tagaytay. Mom always kept saying it's very untimely since she's quite busy in the kitchen, plus the heavy traffic we encountered. It was fun while it lasted though. I mostly enjoyed the view of the lake and the submerged volcano and watching the clouds go by so fast...yep. I was bored. xD

Nothing much on the following days though. Oh well. *a lame attempt to not write everything on my journal* xD

Merry Christmas everybody and have a Happy New Year~~

It's a bit late but...

2007-12-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

I no have classes anymoer (since yesterday)!!

Now what? I've been bored since last week. Nothing good really happens around the house. It's scorching hot whenever I go outside. It's like summer but not, particularly when it gets cold at night. Now, I'm stuck at home with the computer, the TV and the bed. And why am I so hungry lately? Man, I wish I could go for a steak now.

I also wasn't able to maul someone last night in DesCha. All Ueno did was attend a meeting with the JSS Captains and suggest weakening KU from the inside with a spy. Of course, Gino may have another idea of who's the spy gonna be but Gardé's usually on my mind.

Been spamming lately in the Gaia Forums, if not playing with my various, newly downloaded emulators. Nothing much there as well. I feel cursed that the word games I play there seems to die whenever I post, or continues to be dead if it's already dead. Even the Fighting Games forum takes it slowly these days. I should really get to check the other forums.

SUSHI!!! ... KOF MUSIC!!!!!!!!

2007-12-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

It took us 1 hour just to get to Megamall from LSGH but 30-40 minutes going back home to Antipolo. That's how bad the traffic was.

So it started, aside from my dentist finally adding my upper retainers...darn retainers...we headed to me old high school to fetch my mom to their Coop Christmas Party. It was in Dad's/Saisaki/Kamayan, however you call that collective lot. So many people. Thankfully, there were enough staff to keep the food and drinks going.

Since I haven't had Japanese food in a long while, I decided to take as much sushi as I wanted. Octopus, Tuna, Salmon, Eggs, California Maki, I didn't even notice the lack of Ebi sushi. Darn. There should have been some there. Oh and they had Cream Puffs too. I guess Miyuki's advice (Lucky Star) came in handy after all. xDDD

After ordering Ripe Mango Shake (which wasn't fully ripe at all), I got me a white teddy bear~~

Yey~~

And I'm so happy someone gave me a link so I could download KoF music. I even got some KareKano music that I've been trying to find for all these years~~ Yey! *hugtackleglomphug*

And! Lol!

Whoa!!

2007-12-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

I just realized that I only have one subject to think about for my exams! xD

Two of my subjects uses projects for the final exam. *check*
My ORALCOM subject makes use of debate for its final exam. Guess what? That was a while ago. *check*
I was exempted for my JOSERIZ exam. *check*
That leaves my only remaining subject, FILIP13. xD

Also, for the record, even though I am the leader of the pro-Dress Code Policy group for our debate...I HATE FORMAL WEAR! DDDx

Oh yeah and good luck again to Rika. Sorry I couldn't make it tonight.

DIEEEE!!

2007-12-11T13:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I was feeling frustrated. So much that I even wrote all of these on a blank sheet of paper:

Good God! Today's a most frustrating day.
I need a break from all of these__________________
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STRESS_________________
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ow...my eyes hurt

I guess it's one of those days... I can't even go on as Ueno because the Gamemaster is busy at the moment. *sigh* So much for plans to maul someone last night.

Also, I need some rest. My eyes are bloody killing me.

Nor do I have any witty title for all of this

2007-12-07T10:25:00.000+08:00

八神庵
「月を見入る度思いだぜ」

Well, that's the first time I've ever been exempted from the exams. Well, our prof really is a great teacher after all. Not only that but I can easily answer most of his essay questions too. Sometimes, I could even go "..." and still get away with a perfect score. xD

"...Well what the hell is the significance if Jose Rizal died lying on his back or with his face on the ground anyway? And why do people keep proving and disproving about the useless stuff when all we really need to care about is that Jose Rizal was executed on this and that? Seriously, Rizal could do a cartwheel before he died for all I care...would that even make a significant difference to our history now?"

Yeah, well that was what's on my mind anyway.

Also, we had a small party for my niece's 7th(?) birthday. We went to Shakey's in Blue Wave, Marikina. Their mushroom soup's nice, prolly the only one nice besides Mojos and Dip. The pizza was...colorful but it was lacking the amount of toppings they used to have. Now, you could see wide spaces in between each topping. I don't even think their cheese is Mozzarella. Still, I like thin crust, plus just thinking of it again makes me hungry.

Speaking of nothing to do, especially because whenever I'm free in the morning on Wednesday but can't even play RO, I installed Trickster Online once more. Darn! I forgot how big that game was (2GB, even bigger than RO) so I spent 30 minutes watching Zoids (I finally nailed it!) while transferring the whole folder onto my slave disk. When I played it, it was a bit new again, particularly because the tutorial was easier. I found a friend too since she(?) found me talking to somebody else. xD So I guess chatting with one another is kind of rare, huh?

In RO though, I found myself to be the most powerful assassin in Pyramids level 2. I even found out that I'm stronger than a level 70 something assassin, also a dual-dagger type. I can reach up to around 1400 damage on a Mummy with Double Attack, 1800 with Sonic Blow. Whenever the assassins ask me too, I just tell them what I have. My base STR is 64, I bought Aspersio Scrolls, Blessing Scrolls, Increase AGI Scrolls, Assumptio Scrolls, Chewy Ricecakes (+10 Attack for 30 minutes), Steamed Tongues (+10 STR for 30 minutes)...heck, the only thing I haven't told them I brought are bottles of Holy Water, courtesy of Vael, and Big Buns (full HP heal). I even have a lot of Fire Elemental Converters too.

But still, I really think that's how an assassin should be. I emphasize damage. Quicker kill means less time to get myself injured. I don't even put a lot on AGI anymore and I'm still planning on upping DEX. Why? Because flee rates don't help much when being mobbed or against really high leveled monsters plus dual daggers are really slow. No need for lightning-fast attacks. I'd even go for VIT. Since Assassins have high base HP anyway (third place among non-transcedent classes), I guess not too much on VIT but enough just to survive.

Target: Food. More Food
Strategy: Arashi no Saxophone 2 - The King of Fighters

Lazy weekend

2007-12-03T10:03:00.000+08:00

"Shoryuken!"
-Ken Masters

I dub the last three days a lazy weekend, which is ironic because in all three days, I went out of the house and didn't get to have a siesta.

I went out on Friday for a project. Took us almost the whole afternoon and I arrived really late during the night. It was kind of fun, really. I got to be the weatherman while my classmate's Christmas Tree was portrayed as the country. xD Our motto was, "Always bringing you news one day late," and "We do not bring the news, we confirm it." xDDD

On Saturday, I got my upper braces taken off. Now, I just have to go to the next week to get my upper retainers. On Sunday, I went to my piano teacher's house and practiced on their grand piano. It's like tradition or something. Every December, I go to their house and that's where I'll practice my rehearsal piece.

I also got a good outfit for my PangYa avatar. So far, lots of people liked my new avatar. Some of them even asked for a gift. xD

It goes with a Camo-themed cap as well but I like this one better if I'm not needing any extra spin on my games. Also, the blue golf glove is located on his left-hand, covered mostly by his body.

Nothing much on RO either, except Vael decided to become an assassin. For all I know, he'd probably be level 60 by now. We even partied with Creole and, though only for a few when I got there, Saku. So far, all I can say (during that time, not sure now) is that at least I am still stronger than Vael. xD

Oh yeah, and, something I made based on the server error message from RO:

Rant courtesy of Vael. xD

Continued...

2007-11-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday too, I started bringing my Ender's Shadow book with me. Now, with that and my JOSERIZ subject caused me to rekindle my interest on the government, well, somewhat. Well, I don't really have a certain ambition to take part in politics, though I've always thought of it. I just had ideas on what would it be like if I took charge. Money is always a problem along with the ever-fluctuating economy. If money wasn't a problem though, or if I had ways to bypass that problem, maybe I could at least issue certain laws in Manila particularly banning smoking. I mean, I've always pointed out that if the people, stalls, and cars weren't around, you'll find that most of the garbage littered around the streets of Manila are mostly cigarette stubs and candy wrappers.

Well, I don't really like becoming a president or anything. I really have no intentions or interests in politics. It's all the same anyway; senators, congressmen, the cabinet people, all of them are just bickering while doing only a few to actually help the country. For me, my mindset is more environmental. That is, I'd do what it takes just to lessen the trash on the streets, rework the roads and transfer schools and offices somewhere else so that I could redirect traffic, etc... I'm even planning on starting a book about this but I'm not entirely sure how.

I remember someone told me a story about two people who both lived in houses which leaked during stormy nights. One person tried to repair his house while the other demolished it instead and built anew. The former was able to do easy repairs around his house, only to find new ones afterwards. The latter, however, had to endure harsh nights without his house and tire himself out but when the house was done, it lasted for years. Why am I telling this? How would I know? It just popped in my head.

Wow. This is long.

2007-11-29T20:53:00.000+08:00

Well, this week isn't the best one I had, that's for sure. Started with me ranting about this PangYa player who is more experienced than me. He started calling me noob when I didn't hit the ball properly. I already told him off but he just kept on and on. To no success, I tried to point out to him that, duh, my rank is Rookie and he's already a Junior. Obviously, he would have better items, power and control over the ball. Just because I didn't hit the ball properly doesn't mean that I'm a noob. If I played my other character, he would have been history.

As far as online games are concerned, that didn't end there, however. As you [pRO players] all know, Valkyrie is the worst server in Philippine Ragnarok Online. Many times I couldn't play because of buggy servers, frequent disconnections, and delayed logging in. Even last Tuesday, when I finally became an assassin, I had trouble, not because the job change test was difficult. Quite contrarily, the test has always been easy, but the number of people, the bugs that made me NOT be able to "talk" to the NPCs and the disconnections I got took me hours to finish the test that would have only taken me a few minutes to do. Ironically though, I did somehow predict that.

Also, last Monday, a water pipe blew and caused massive traffic just near our place, early in the morning. It took an hour just for us to get out and another hour just for me to get to school. On that same day, it was revealed that our group canceled the meeting for our project, wasting our energy and money (though that would be because I was playing KoF. xD)

Little did everyone know that I actually had quite a stomach ache, possibly diarrhea or just loose bowel movement since Tuesday. I actually held it in Tuesday morning and no one realized because I was moving and talking normally. I tried a tablespoon of coconut oil that night too, just to see if it would help remedy.

Well, it didn't bother me as I woke up but it did return a few minutes after I woke up. I tried taking in my vitamins again, ate at home and then at school, ate a lot more when I got back from school. It eased a bit but it's still there. The one thing I do remember though is that when I ran up from the ground floor to the 8th, I got a headache instead. I also went to the clinic and the nurse gave me a small tablet. That eased it too but it came back eventually. I took another tablespoon of coconut oil just in case.

So I had oatmeal for breakfast today, as I had requested to mom last night. I always thought oats had lots of fiber which could help ease up my digestive system. The pain was slight til eventually it was gone when I got back home (which was early because I only had one class today). I guess it worked but I do need to eat more fiber, I guess.

(to be continued)

=P

2007-11-15T19:49:00.000+08:00

"Think I pity you now?! Guess again! ...Die!"
-Iori Yagami

I couldn't resist~ I wish it was a bit larger though.

Captions are welcomed~ xD

Target: Captions
Strategy: Esaka? - The King of Fighters Series

Speaking of food...

2007-11-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

I had Churros with chocolate dip and Strawberry Shortcake today~ xD

I now sport a band-aid slightly in between my eyes, just a bit above the nose. It's been annoying me for quite a while now and when I looked at the mirror, it actually had a scratch mark on it. No thanks to my new glasses which one of the nosepads got missing...

It's cool that my school got new comic books, particularly Fantastic Four. The pencils were done by the late Mike Wieringo, too. May he rest in peace. On the other hand, I'm just laughing myself up with the comics~

Also at school, I got carried away when we were asked to do an introduction for our upcoming speech based on one of eight selections my professor wrote on the board. I made a really long intro about Italian cuisine which eventually made my mouth water. Then a classmate reminded me that it should have been 4-5 sentences only. xD

I also got another speech to do tomorrow. My partner and I decided to do a speech about...fighting games. xD Oh what fun we'll have~ We'll even bring in our emulators...

Target: CvS Kyo Kusanagi
Strategy: Sadistic Eyes - The King of Fighters '99

What's it worth?

2007-11-06T10:14:00.000+08:00

Die effing train. Die! It took me one whole hour just waiting on the station platform, all because you have this effing code yellow or whatever emergency? If a train broke in a middle of the rail, then why the hell do you pay those incompetent maintenance crew for? Did you people even realize that 0700 hours onward would be frickin' rush hour? How many thousands of people do you think would be going from elsewhere to Manila? Just die, demmit!

You know what? If it weren't for the teacher's evaluation, I would have been late for 30 minutes already. *gotta kill someone*

*end rant*

Meanwhile:

Which Colossal Death Robot Are You?
Brought to you by Rum and Monkey

Lol! Gotta love the last question. xD

Also, gotta love insanity.

Plus, wtf? LMAO at the last part~

Target: LRT-1 Train
Strategy: Kick it off the rail

So bored...

2007-11-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

"Just a random Thoth."
-Me

*sigh* A long "weekend" that started yesterday and ends two days from now. I really don't have anything to do at home. It's really getting boring. I swear, I need a new hobby.

I mean, Ragnarok Online is fun and all but, like all MMORPGs, they get boring after a while. It's a lot better if you could play with other people and mess around towns but that opportunity isn't always available.

DesCha? Well, the gamemaster seems to set the plot on stone. Right now, the episodes we have are kind of depressing and frustrating in a way. Not so much fun there...but the plot at least is going.

Not even fighting games nowadays. Garou's been real fun and I've almost beat Terry using Rock (but still can't...demmit!), but after a while, it gets, bleah.

So yeah. I need a new hobby.

Nyay!

2007-10-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

Yay! The internet's back!!!

...

Now what? o_O

WTFBBQ doesn't really taste so well

2007-10-22T19:04:00.000+08:00

Okaaaaay! That was just fucked up. Someone decided to steal our phone line cable...

...

Gawd, I hope you die.

In other news, I totally sucked at the ORALCOM presentation today. I got me a last minute memorization for "The Despair of Judas" and, well, I despaired. LMAO! But afterwards, I made a quick comeback and commented a lot of stuff. There was one guy (gay? lol) who was like, WTFWoohooo!! Haha! I swear he was funny. Now I wish he went before I did. =P

I did another last minute. This time, I typed an anecdote for my FILIP13. That went well, I hope. Not to mention, I'll be doing it again, a project this time to be submitted by Wednesday. Bwahahaha! Hurray cramming!

...

I swear, I hope that guy dies.

Target: The guy who stole our phone cable
Strategy: Really slow and painful torture

Nostalgia again

2007-10-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

Today was rather nostalgic.

Two weeks ago, I felt some nostalgia going around me as Biboy showed me the FFTA2 game trailer. The introduction was what made me so. The music was played with the piano and the narration was done with a boyish voice with love for adventure. It made me think back when I was a kid. A little later, I found a rather popular artwork in dA and it really got to me.

Now, however, I stumbled across this topic. After reading through the first page, it really got me. I've remembered most of them. I've remembered being scared to open and read even one of the Goosebumps book. The show Are You Afraid Of The Dark really creeped me out. I used to watch Rocko's Modern Life, avoided Ren and Stimpy, played Tag (if not Cops and Robbers) when I was at school, roleplayed Wheeler after watching Captain Planet...

If that wasn't enough, when I was going to the train for school, the jeepney started playing Bon Jovi's It's My Life and I couldn't help resist but sing along. After my classes as well. When I got to the train going to Rika house, I peered through the window and saw the malls I used to go after classes in my old school. It really brought lots of memories.

Lots of stuff really came to me. I miss the old. If only I could relive them again...

So what was I doing in Rika's house in the first place? Well, I got tempted. Khan invited me to go because it was their sembreak. I decided to cut class (my first one this trimester, BTW) and bought Coke though the latter was due to me needing change for getting there. We had a few conversations. I ended up watching a whacked vid of a Mario game. ROFLMAO!

I had to cut my visit short though. I still have classes tomorrow and a homework so, yeah.

Target:
Strategy:

October 9, 2007

2007-10-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

It's one of those days I learned to love. Rain and sunshine, both together in one day~ The rain didn't even stop until I reached my college from University Mall.

So my dad dragged almost the whole family to Shang for dinner. My sister's friend was gonna have a despedida there so instead of just her, why not take the rest of the family? The food was great too. I ordered Shrimp & Feta Cheeese pasta and it was great (I added some chili flakes too). The shrimps were too soft though. Prolly I shouldn't have let them stay under that pile of hot noodles.

After how many months I've had that Q Card, I've finally put my face on it. Too bad I wasn't able to get the bonus credits for my birthday though. Also, I saw Arred/ around. I asked him why he was there. *facepalm* I forgot he was working near there. ^^;;

Is it me or have I really gotten better with SNK games? I mean, I totally beat this somewhat experienced guy with nothing but random characters plus I am finally able to beat 3 to 4 stages in SvC: Chaos...

What's the plural form of "Forum?" :\

2007-10-09T00:27:00.001+08:00

"When all else fails, blame everything to Global Warming."
-Me, idea from Pugad Baboy

For some reason, I didn't fall asleep in the train today, either going to school or back home. No one to talk to either. Ah well~

COMGRAF is really starting to get interesting. Now I've learned how to use Adobe Photoshop's Pen Tool properly as well as a quicker way to separate linearts from the white background. Now I could color more properly thanks to that. I do have a few complaints though. Whenever I do a lineart, it looks sucky compared to whenever I draw them on paper. Probably, I should really use that Stimulate Pressure option, provided I got the pen tool paths right. Also, my eyes feel strained after a while in spite of being already used to being in front of the computer all day. Me thinks it's just the airconditioner.

So my partner in ORALCOM, I know since first year, plays at the arcade like I do. So after doing our easy presentation and explanation, we would talk to the point that we went as far as talking about our braces, my retainers and food even after dismissal. Lol! That was a fun conversation. It really was Oral Communication. xD

I've been really talkative in the forums lately. Boredom, 'nuff said. There was even one discussion that I almost wanted to shout. Good thing I managed to cool my head and explained a few more things. Turned out that it was all a misunderstanding and we managed to get to each others points after a few more replies.

Target: Forums
Strategy: Ice Place - The King of Fighters 2000

SoulEclipse

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Mexican Hot Chocolate

Blog post

Grateful

Just ouch.

'sup?

Re: Alex

Alex

REM sleep?

A long weird dream

Demotivation

Many happy birthdays, douchebag

Feed Imports

It's raining.

Afternoons are boring

Last, extremely long post of the year

Going back home

That time of year

Batch Tweets for Aenthin

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Not again! D:

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Normal

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I'm all fired up

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I can't sleep again

Batch Tweets for Aenthin

When I say I'm bored

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Chat, chat, chat

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It's finally finished!

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Boring days, here we go

Batch Tweets for Aenthin

Can't possibly contain it

Contagious

A week later

Of sleep and oversleeping

Stressed out?

Ah shoot

The Morning Rush

Sharing our happiness

Afraid

Weekend

Fuzzy Pickles!

MOROHA!

M...feh

New Post! :o

@_@

Here

Oh now I remember

I was gonna post something

Garou: Cheese of the Grill

What?

Oh I forgot to mention...

So I finally...

It's April Fools?

*snag*

kekeke

Gnar

No idea what to put up here, really

Ngerk

Great piles of turnips!!

After a while of absense

Mmf

snag